SmallIslandGirl

just a chick from Trinidad writing about her life on a small island but with big dreams all the same.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

The Pursuit of Happyness....................

Sometimes life hit you with stuff and it seems the more you get up and fight the harder the knocks keep coming.
I saw Will Smith's movie tonight and finally got the feeling to blog....
The movie just kinda reminded me that everyone has challenges that they have had to face in going after their goal and it always seem to get bad before it gets better...its just life....

Lets see so far for 2007........
No husband....check
No job......check
No plan....check

Trying to hold on to my sanity as best i can...
And like the guy in the movie i too have a six year old who's counting on me to hold it together so i can't fall apart even though i want to so bad..... i just want to curl up in a ball and well you know make this all go away.....

Anyway thats it in a nutshell i can't think too far in the future just one day at a time....

I have to believe that things WILL get better they just HAVE TO!

These words touched me...

Release the familiar
It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful.
There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power.
— Margaret Stortz


I am truly sorry that i haven't been able to blog these past few months but i just had to get my head straight..sometimes you think you are a strong person until you get tested then you really find out... ha!... you ain't as strong as you think young lady.....tonight i feel good better than yesterday and hopefully tomorrow will be better than today..and I truly appreciate all the nice comments and that you guys left on here i'll find my way back soon.