SmallIslandGirl

just a chick from Trinidad writing about her life on a small island but with big dreams all the same.

Friday, October 27, 2006

I am so sorry for not updating my blog it’s just that these last few weeks has been real busy.

First my son got sick spent a week taking care of him then when he got better I got sick and missed a lot of classes and now its midterms and I am so behind on everything I have three projects to hand up and haven’t started not one yet and my partner got into a car accident and may have to forget about this semester but in spite of all of this I am really really happy for the first time in a long time happy and at peace.

I finally feel like I am doing the right thing for me what I was meant to be doing I am getting stronger and stronger everyday and my life its not perfect and its not easy at all but somehow I am just taking things in stride the biggest thing is my relationship with my son. I went to see his teacher last week just to find out how he’s doing and I’m so proud of him… she used words like brilliant and smart and courteous to describe him and let me tell you as a parent all you want to know sometimes is that you are doing something right and you worry that the decisions that you’ve had to make would not ruin your child and I know one day in the future I will have to answer his questions and explain myself to him but I know in my heart that what I am doing is for the best... my life is great I have no reason whatsoever to complain and for that I am thankful.