Family..........

Its the third today and i only cried once for the month so far it wasn't a long cry i stopped myself it was because something didn't go the way i wanted it to go and i just had to shed a few tears so far so good.
Oh Gosh there is this one tiny mosquito bothering me right now i've hit my right arm so many times now i am leaving marks ................
I miss my scale though i had a ritual where i stand on it naked after a shower and now i miss it but i'll survive though its just one month i can do this.
My twin sister and i are still talking we spent friday evening together i have to say my moms is the best she has been trying to get us to talk for some time now she will just mention little things about my sis every time we talk and i just do my best to just ignore her because it always goes like this my sister will do something to get me angry we would stop talking and i will ALWAYS ALWAYS be the one to make the first move and make up if i don't things stay as they are and i had made up my mind this time i was done but my mom called and told me my sis was having a crisis at work and she wasn't doing good at all and she begged me to call her and i did because i had the same experience once i called offered to take care of her son for a few nights so she can focus on what she needed to do and we all prayed a lot and gave her all the support she needed thankfully things are better for her now and thats it thats how come we are talking now my dad says we used to always be like that as kids we could be warring amongst ourselves but if something should happen to one of us we always could just forgive and forget easy i guess thats what family is about.
I have to end this now and go find a way to kill this dam mosquito the rainy season is really on us now............