Blogging

I've thought about this blog and why do i find it so hard somedays to blog.

I started this blog i'm not sure why I think after reading Tony Pierce's and JAG's blog for some time i felt like it was a club that i wanted to join and when Tony was nice enough to explain that starting a blog was not as hard as i thought i said why not and i have no regrets about it sometimes i feel bad about being so anonimous because to tell the truth i really prefer blogs with pictures especially of the authors.

I am at a point in my life where i find that I am censoring myself you know afraid or don't want to blog about my marriage, don't want to blog about my job, don't want to blog about the times I am down and so i come on here logon and can't think of anything to write about and days pass and i mean i did not blog not once for the month of April and i keep wondering what happened back in April that made me stop blogging then i remember it was when i ended my friendship with my best friend and the thing is Bob Marley said... when one door closes another one opens and i truly believe that.

I've met someone this person found me thru my blog he sent me a simple email back in April and now my life is completely completely different i consider him a long lost friend i don't know if you can call someone you have never met face to face a friend we speak on the phone often and he has made such a difference in my life i don't know how to explain it without sounding ....i don't know.....sounding silly but one of our first conversations he told me that my happiness should not lie in another person that you must find it within yourself but i don't agree with him a person another human being CAN make you happy just because of who they are and from their kindness you know i think thats why blogging is so great i post something on here and i get really kind people leaving comments and telling me nice things and he has managed to make me a happy girl, its amazing how our differences does not matter he lives in another country we have little in common but still we are able to form a friendship i still can't get over that, he is such a great guy he has taught me a lot especially about myself makes me look at things differently, helped me thru some really really tough times and i am so grateful.
I don't know what compelled him to send me that email but i am so glad that he did.
I want to tell him thank you! thank you! for being my friend and no matter what you say Germany is going to kick Argentina's butt tomorrow!