Life is what it is..................
I loooove my costume, love the head piece and promise to keep it for my grandkids I have never kept any of my costumes in the past but this one I am keeping for sure. I laughed when I went to collect my costume because I had ordered a thong too could you believe I really thought I would be skinny by now and would be able to wear a thong in public how funny is that boy do I live in a fantasy world sometimes.
Ok here's the thing I keep being asked by everyone why am I playing mas by myself why is my husband not playing with me and I always want to ask people why put me on the spot by asking me those kinds of questions I just smile and say long story and change the subject as quickly as possible.
The thing is I did plan for him to play mas with me I even registered for him and everything my girlfriend was mad with me because as she put it you don't bring sand to the beach as they say but I have never played mas without him ever but things are not great I can't go into details not yet anyway just know this is not by choice I worry if i'll be able to enjoy myself seeing all the couples but this is the year I become an adult finally and take responsibility for my hapiness I have only one life to live and I always go back to how I felt when a friend of mine died suddenly at 45 of course I was really sad but you know what made it not so bad when I did checks and realised that she did everything she always wanted to do she was studying french she gave me a mix tape once with Celine Dion music in french and all she wanted to do was visit France and you know what she did see France more than once too she had a happy full rich life and thats all I want for myself too I want to have fun I want to graduate I want my son to look up to me I agree when they say we parents should be our kids' roll models not movie stars and sport figures. Don't mean to sound preachie but am I to not play mas if things are not great in my marriage right now? am I suppose to do the tipical thing of watching marathon sessions of Bridget Jones' Diary and eating everything in the fridge how is that helping the situation? I have tried that it doesn't make you feel better it just makes you fat and sad and as I said this is my year to start taking responsibility for my hapiness.
posted by smallislandgirl @ 9:04 PM
8 Comments:
Enjoy your life girl
Girl, you got a lot going on in your life now. However, I think that you should focus on working on your marriage, school and your family. Carnival is just a few days of the year while your marriage is all year round. Don't let a few whines make your life miserable. But do your best to enjoy.
Life is made for living. Enjoy it to the fullest. If going without hubby will make you happy, you should do it. If things aren't great now, no point in making it worse by depriving yourself of things you would enjoy!
And we definitely want to see a pic of the costume and moreso you in it!!!
Do your thing, you hear. You ARE responsible for your own happiness.
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