just a chick from Trinidad writing about her life on a small island but with big dreams all the same.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Days like this

What a rough day I had today I finished my lab report and took it to work last night to fine tune it a bit was so proud of self when I go to print it out the computer shuts down on me and I lose everything everything I thought I was going to have a nervous breakdown.

Get home after working night shift kiss son goodbye fell asleep on the couch and slept so much missed first two classes for the day.

Lecturer gave out math exam results and mine were so dissapointing I thought I had done so well my pride prevented me from crying in front of my friends but the look the lecturer gave me I felt so ashamed wish I could have dug a hole.

Found out that a security guard at the electric company works for more money than me I didn't need to know that especially how broke i've been these days.

By 1pm I just couldn't cope lab teacher said marks will be deducted for not bringing in lab on time came home to cry and mope got a message from co-worker that lab was on the computer all the time I did not lose it fell asleep again and did not hear my son's driver calling on his return home from school he had to blow his horn for a while my neighbors and him must think I am such a bad mother because its the second time this week all I seem to be doing is sleeping.

Since I need cheering up I decided to post something that Trouble a blogger from the Cayman Islands wrote a while back on his blog he said it was ok its really funny and right now I need something to lift my spirits a bit.

Some similarities I’ve noticed between my Blog & Sex:
I didn’t even know what it was until someone else told me about it.

At first I thought that it would be really difficult, but I didn’t want to be the only one not doing it

So I asked my cousin and he showed me how to do it.

When I first tried it, I was all alone sitting in front of my computer screen.

The first few [key] strokes felt really good.

Halfway through, I was going so fast that I felt like I couldn’t stop.

When I finally finished I felt satisfied, but I wanted to do it again, and again…

I was nervous that if someone saw what I was doing, they would make a nasty comment.

The first time someone commented on my technique she was kind of vague.

The second time it was two girls and they both said I was somewhat amusing.

The first time I got a good compliment, it made me feel all fuzzy inside.

The more I did it the better I got at it.

Even though I haven’t done it much, I still think I’m really good at it.

Every time I think I know everything there is to know about it, someone shows me something new and I have to pretend I already knew it but secretly I’m embarrassed that I didn’t.

Putting lots of effort into it is physically exhausting but very emotionally satisfying.

Now, girls who want to try it for the first time, come to me for advice.


Blogger Yamfoot said...

never mind. It's an experience that you can talk about when you flashing your degree.

That happened to me sort of. I had a paper due when I was at uni in England. As usual, I had left it for the last minute. I had been working on a floppy version, then I copied it on to my hard drive and somehow I erased the finsihed product and only had the few lines I had typed on the hard drive.

luckily, I had hand written out quite a few pages, so I had something to fall back on. But my flat mates must have heard the blood curling scream i let out near midnight when I discovered what I had done.

12:38 AM  
Blogger smallislandgirl said...

Yamfoot the thing is you hear about this and take every precaution you know? and yet still it happens what can you do I guess?

1:14 AM  
Blogger Stunner said...

"...Mama said there would be days like this, there would be days like this mam said..."
Hush, a suh it go, we all have some rough days.

Yeah ,i like da post deh from Trouble.

5:04 AM  
Blogger Jdid said...

glad you found the lab report. dont let school get you down

11:54 PM  
Blogger CoolDestiny said...

School work will do that to you. But at least it had a good ending. The blog/sex comparison ... quite interesting. I think I'll try it on my blog.

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