SmallIslandGirl

just a chick from Trinidad writing about her life on a small island but with big dreams all the same.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Firsts.............


No wonder! I heard a guy say that the women in Engineering look like dogs well I ein't helping the situation I finished working a full 12 hour night shift this morning and did not bathe I went straight to classes yes oh geed! and only had a shower after classes around 2pm thats terrible I looked and felt like hell.

Anyway I saw my first boyfriend today after years and years I call him my first boyfriend even though I 'm not sure he really was lets say he was my first love then.

He works at the University of course I ran into him on my worst looking day I probably smelt bad and my hair was a mess, these days I just don't know what to do with it makes me feel to just go back to the chemicals anyway I am going of course.

He looked great he looks a little like Musiq just like I remembered him he's married like me and he has two kids.

I call him my first love because I did love him if a 14 year old knows what love is I lived a very sheltered life my dad was so paranoid about his daughters he told us that all boys wants to get in our pants and we believed him.

Anyway I met him at a sports event I used to run for my school and he was this short cute guy I think he was about 17 not sure but he made my heart beat fast when he spoked to me and the following day in school he sent a message asking for my number and we started talking by phone of course we couldn't meet because my strict dad used to drop and pick me up everywhere but we found a way.

My school had a bazaar and we planned to meet I remember dancing to this song it goes like this 'mooove closer move your body real close until it feels like we really making love'.... remember that song that was my first time dancing close with a boy and we kissed that night too my first kiss I can tell you the date and time and how the moon looked because I still have my diary from back then boy was I in love then he set the bar because he was so respectful and kind I am not sure if I still have his cards I save everything so I am sure if I search I can find it he was so sweet but it was just too hard to be proper boyfriend/girlfriend those days so we must have just drifted apart and I did not have another boyfriend until I was 19 really he did set the bar and seeing him today brought back memories we did not get to talk properly because I was hustling to a lecture but now that I know where he works I will of course look him up again I have so much questions of course I'll make sure and look nicer next time.

I must say in my life I have been very lucky to meet and date some really cool nice guys guys I can still be friends with to this day and that I have only best wishes for including him my first.

17 Comments:

Blogger Scratchie said...

Not too much looking for him now yuh nuh ;)

3:48 PM  
Blogger JaG said...

Awww! First loves can be so sweet!! Oh, and your dad was right! ;-)

6:18 PM  
Blogger Abeni said...

Yup,you can be in love at 14 as I found out..

8:33 PM  
Blogger courtneyelizabeth said...

awwww...i remember mine...back in 5th grade...

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Blogger Shotta M said...

Yes it is a blessing to have had great partners in the past who still want the best for you. That's how it should be...

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Blogger brooklyn babe said...

Don't you hate when they catch you off guard like that.
*hmph*

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Blogger Jdid said...

so what was so paranoid about your dads statement. is true aint it? if have girl children i will tell them the same

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