just a chick from Trinidad writing about her life on a small island but with big dreams all the same.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Fat gyal..................

I got back the pictures from my Tobago trip and I can't figure out how to scan them but I left the negatives to be converted to cd format so when I get that I'll put them here my son looked cute but I could not believe how fat I look it made me depressed yesterday I mean you know you are fat when you try on your clothes and realise they don't fit anymore but pictures tell you how really fat you are and I couldn't recognise myself and I am so down what made me think I could play mas and fit into a sexy costume I pulled out my photo album to remind myself that I onced looked good ages ago I can't believe how I look if I was a man I wouldn't even do me I asked my DH this yesterday and he learned a long time ago to ignore those kind of questions my favourite picture of myself is one of me in a white bikini on the beach I had just started dating my husband and my breasts and hips got bigger and I looked so sexy in that picture I stuck it on the fridge last night to stop me eating junk and to remind me of what I could look like.

I don't feel any different though I feel normal I mean I can run I was running up some steps and I actally heard a woman say I used to be able to run like that I felt proud my husband's pop up and say hello stills pop up often I so love that term now I am going to kill it I feel sexy I mean I am at work now but I can't wait to go home and hump him but I am fat fat fat the pictures don't lie.

Starting today diet and exercise program I have six months to lose 50lbs which is doable I have done it before so I can do this I want to play mas next year and no way am I going to play looking like this fat fat fat.


Blogger JaG said...

A reminder on the fridge is always a good thing. I use my fridge for reminders too.

And don't you have spammers in your comments?

9:19 AM  
Blogger smallislandgirl said...

What was that who put that there.

JAG girl is this some new thing? I usually get this kind of thing in my emails but on here too?
what will they think of next.

9:29 AM  
Blogger JaG said...

It just happens sometimes, I don't know. People have nothing better to do I guess.

And thank you so much for your comment. You almost made me cry.

9:34 AM  
Blogger smallislandgirl said...

Oh gosh you're welcome.

9:51 AM  
Blogger Jdid said...

damn blog spam!

anyway girl, if thats your mission that try and do whats necessary to lose the weight.

10:02 AM  
Blogger smallislandgirl said...

Thank you jdid.

10:05 AM  
Blogger Abeni said...

That seem like a lot to lose in six mths.I don't even weigh 125-you sure you want to be so skinny:)

4:47 PM  
Blogger smallislandgirl said...

Abeni as skinny as I can get I am fed up of this weight I want to wear sexy clothes again.

5:41 PM  
Blogger Yamfoot said...

that's a bit more than 9lbs per month, so u're talking about 2.5 lbs per week. you'll need to be very strict and do lots of exercise and eat well.

remember you have school.

a 25 lb weight loss is quite noticeable too...and u can work off the rest during carnival! LOL

but good luck with whateve ryou plan to do.

BTW, I like how you're open about your love for sex and of the opposite sex. Does your hubby read this?

8:07 PM  
Blogger ~b*b~ said...

si-girl - i hear you, but don't let anything stop you form playin' mas! my ass is flat as a board, but that won't stop me from putting on the costume :)

12:27 AM  
Blogger smallislandgirl said...

Thanks b*b

Yamfoot I know it seems like a lot and i have done it before but I had a personal trainer so I am trying to do all the things he taught me and I tend to have more energy when I exercise so that should be good for school.

I'm not sure if my husband reads this but its no different than how I talk in real life I do go off on cute guys so he knows that and I can't help but be who I am on here otherwise I will have to make up things and I eint so good at that.

6:15 AM  
Blogger Campfyah said...

wow...that's a lot of weight to loose. 125 is quite skinny, remember that WI men doan't like too skinny should hear de latest song out of Barbados Crop Over Big, fat and Tick. He shouting out all de thick women.

We women constantly sturggle with our weight, just don't be too unrealistics in your goal. remember that you are older and your matabalosim may be slower than before. work out be healthy, loose some lbs and tighten up..good luck.

1:41 PM  
Blogger smallislandgirl said...

Thanks campfyah.

3:16 PM  
Blogger Dr. D. said...

Nutten wrong with trying to lose the weight, especially if you have become conscious about it. Just remember to make your goals realistic.

9:58 PM  
Blogger The Marlo Girl said...

take it from a skinny (103lbs) girl. west indian men do NOT like skinny women at all. stop at 145.

5:18 AM  
Blogger Scratchie said...

you want to lose 50 more pounds.... mind yuh make yourself ill in the process. no problem losing weight just be realistic.

3:58 PM  
Blogger Mad Bull said...

I want to lose some pounds too, lets do it together... Tonight was bad for me, I've already ate too much to start tonight. How does tomorrow sound to you?

10:47 PM  
Blogger smallislandgirl said...

Mad bull yeah lets start together so we can give each other support so far today is going good I ran for about 40 minutes and plan to watch what I eat so starting today ok?

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