just a chick from Trinidad writing about her life on a small island but with big dreams all the same.

Monday, August 22, 2005


Why is it that a stupid picture could affect you to the point where you say honey please take the lights off tonight and stop look at my butt like that?

Its day two already and I still feel fat fat fat.

I asked my husband what he wanted for his birthday next month and he said a professional BJ or a bling bling car dam ass.

I might take him up on his first request since school will be starting soon and I have to hire a professional to clean my house so I may as well hire a professional for him too.

Yamfoot asked in her blog yesterday "if you know who's reading, do you change what you normally blog about?"

I think about that all the time if someone I know reads this how will I write?

I tend to say too much in my real life anyway I am working on that I remember when I first dated my husband I told all my girlfriends how big his you know what was and did not think it was going to be a problem until one of them mentioned it to him he was so embarassed poor thing I do have a big mouth and I try not to talk about my job too much or really really personal stuff.

Bob Marley said only your friends know your secret so only he could reveal it and that is so true so I only put things on here that I want to and if people know its no big deal and I am truthful as possible and I use the delete key a lot.


Blogger JaG said...

I don't use the delete key anymore, but no one in real life (except for JaB and Oz) know about my blog. I think that if someone from work found it I would close it down and maybe start over. Depends on who it is and if he/she has spread the URL around. My worse nightmare would be my pupils reading all my sex posts. Uch!

9:59 AM  
Blogger smallislandgirl said...

yeah I know what you mean I am thinking about making this my vanilla blog and starting another secret one where I could speak more freely.

10:15 AM  
Blogger brooklyn babe said...

I tend to be openly cryptic, I often share, what I dont mind others to know about me... but there are some things, that once folks know about you, they feel they have a right to comment, judge or direct (ESPECIALLY when you didn't ask them...) I often say, opinions are like nostrils, everyone has at least one!

12:13 PM  
Blogger Campfyah said...

yes, it will change the way I write if some people knew about my blog. Well last week I found out for sure that my hubby knows about the blog, but I wasn't hiding it, I just didn't talk about it. It's up in the directory and he's accidently open it on more than one occasion. He never said anything, but a convo last week, led me to tell him about it. NO big deal. I won't change how I write now.

Some of my friends is another story, cause I buss dem out in my blogs LOL

1:34 PM  
Blogger Jdid said...

you write what you are comfortable with. i'm not sure who reads my stuff now anyways so i just do what i feel like doing. lots of topics i wont touch though just cause.

3:19 PM  
Blogger Shotta M said...

For real...I think so many thoughts and there are so many things I'd like to express in writing but I hold back because I just don't know who is reading my blog. Then in the cases where I do know who is reading my blog, I still got to be careful about how what I say affects them.

That aside perhaps I on occasion I have made the mistake of writing a bit to much; I hate the constraints - they feel like prison chains.

4:32 PM  
Blogger Dr. D. said...

I know a fair amount of the people who read my site. I also do not know many of them.

A few months ago, I discovered that one of the Pharmacists at the hospital, by my descriptions of work, discovered me on the net. Told me that she loves reading, especially when I describe the 'patient' encounters.

Everything about me does not go on the blog.

10:01 PM  
Blogger Abeni said...

Am really private so I watch what I say.Don't want anybody knowing too much-not necessarily the blog crew but those unknown ones

11:08 PM  
Blogger Scratchie said...

I tend to watch what I write since I have met people who have told me that they read my blog...but I never see a comment from them.

11:11 AM  
Blogger J said...

So... Would you censor your feelings and thoughts if these conversations were face-to-face?

I'm sure everyone has reasons for discretion with their blogs. Why?

I've looked at this process (of creating and maintaining a journal/blog) as another form of expression - good and bad. I'll write what I know and what I think, regardless. And yes, I've already had posts that caused tense relations wtih friends, co-workers and others... But I know my words would've came out in-person, sooner than later.

I have no delete button or save-draft button when I'm discussing my thoughts and feelings in-person. So, my lack of discretion is a reflection of how I converse face-to-face; I lay it on the line!

Sometimes I cant control myself, I have to say what I feel / what I know - I have to be honest.

All I have is my word...

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